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I'm running out of
sympathy. I never said I'd take this lying down.
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this is probably a bad idea...but everything I do kinda is... [Monday
07.18.05 8:54pm]
12.17.04 remember when we were happy? )
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[Thursday
02.10.05 5:44am]
Please post this everywhere and anywhere that is apporpriate! (DON'T USE RICH TEXT! This is raw HTML the rich text will fuck it up.)

Just right click inside the text area, select all, copy, then paste. And give me the credit! Thanks! I need advertizment! No one is bidding on my stuff... :(
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[Saturday
02.05.05 9:58pm]
and we sink, and we drown, and what is lost can never be found. )




do the twist.
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[Friday
02.04.05 6:05am]
Love knows no bounds. )
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[Tuesday
02.01.05 1:12pm]
Im in sixth period.
Friday is senior skip day. I want to hang out with just sierra. All day. And do something fun. But I dont know if that'll happen. We'll see.

Hmmm... Im bored. Blah Blah Blah. Okay.

This link is just for my homework thing. Pay no mind to it.
Cnidaria Test Answers )
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[Monday
01.31.05 6:18pm]
[info]______dinowhore
I got bored.

I'll still write in this one Im sure.
Just add it!




I love sierra bunches!
<3
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[Wednesday
01.26.05 10:29pm]
rebel wars.
corpses hacked to death.
being abandoned.
one million dead.
Hotel Rwanda.
oh yeah. I just love the world.

Today I helped sierra with her math homework.
Took a shower.
Saw a movie.
Came home.


Now Im here. Talking to you.

Tsunami...the 'T' is silent. )

Good night.
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[Tuesday
01.25.05 10:22pm]
GILMOREGIRLS=HOTSEX

So does SUBWAY.


Today I poured chocolate milk on a kid who called me a dyke. i felt bad. But he deserved it. then later he poured soda on my friend ashley. I guess he that she did it. I felt even worse then. she didnt deserve that. But then ashley decked him twice in the head. really hard. he definitly deserved that.

got locked out of my 6th period for being 5 minutes late. always fun sitting out side of class for an hour.

did alot of school work in school. i was very proud of myself.

got a couple applications after school today.

and Im gonna try to get my licence this weekend. or atleast practice with my dad for it.


all is well.


<3
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[Wednesday
01.19.05 3:27pm]
this morning sucked ass.
couldnt get my hair to look good.
missed the bus.
key got stuck in the door.

definitely the worst day of my life.
I wonder why...

usually, after horrible days like this, i cant wait to see sierra.
but that might not happen.
maybe hanging out with Giz will change things...


my back and shoulder hurts.
im dying for a massage.
wanna give me one??



Listen Trick, you've gotten so good at setting bad examples, but I've had all I can handle.
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I can barely smile. [Tuesday
01.18.05 9:58pm]
I think I have alot on my mind.
But Im not sure what.




Are you proud?
Proud of anything.
Who you are?
What you have?
Who you're with?
Show it.


Is it selfish to want someone to state proudly "Im with someone."?
Is that too complicated? Life threatening? Too embaressing?


Are you going to think differently after reading this?

Its given that couples disagree on things. But what if you disagree on something important to you?
Theres no such thing as someone changing another's mind.



Should you have just let me go back to sleep?
Should I be fine with this?



should I shut up?


If its not keeping you up nights, then whats the point?
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[Tuesday
01.11.05 9:45am]
Im in schoool.
I have to do a big research paper.
My internet and computer at home isnt working.
Im really sad....


but sierra is hot. and i love her alot.
god she's so fine. and damn, shes all mine.
when she smiles all nice, I dont have to think twice.
cause i know we'll have a blast, cause our fun will out last.

Im lame.





I NEEED A HAIR CUT! FUCK!
I NEEED INTERNET! FUCK!


okay...comment bitches.
Loves you! Byes!
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Im in love with Simon and Garfunkel. [Friday
01.07.05 9:24pm]
all these boys at sierra's work like her.
she thinks they're cute. Im kinda jealous. haha.
its kinda funny. she doesnt know what to say.
they ask if she has a boyfriend and she says "kinda."

tell them your taken. taken by a girl.




or you can make up some crazy ass story about your boyfriend being an FBI agent, or a serial killer, or a junky.

Or you can say he snorts oxycotton and would flip out if he knew they wanted you.


"slow down. you move too fast. you've got to make these moments last. just kicking down the cobble stone. looking for fun and feeling groovy."

My thoughts are miles away. )
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[Tuesday
01.04.05 10:32am]
I havent been online lately.
Its because my internet is being a bitch.
but im moving. No where far. just in the appartment across the street.
Same complex. different floor. different building. different number.

New Years Eve was alot of fun. Sierra drank champagne. And I drank smurnoff. There was no hard liquer around because it was one of those "Family" gigs. But sierra got drunk and went crazy and i loved it. Shes so funny with bubbles in her brain.

Pictures soon. Promise.

Gizelle called me. I didnt pick up. She left a very long message. Saying how she's sorry about the type of bad friend she's being and how everyone expected more of her. (I drank and dialed. I texted her on new years eve.)
But you know what. I dont care. I've had too many friends in my life that either werent real friends at all or ditched me for something or someone else. I mean c'mon. Its been how long since gizelle last called me or talked to me and even saw me?? And now she just realizes that shes been a bad friend? Im past it. I dont care. And you know what, I really dont care if I seem like the bad guy for not trying to be friends with her again.

She's had her chances and Ive had mine. Im just ment to be a loner.

Sierra got an X-box. She plays it non-stop. She's addicted. She never leaves her room. Thank god Im addicted too and I live right down the road or else I'd never see her. I like playing football on it with her, even tho I loose all the time and get mad. :)



I love the way my head fits in between your neck and your shoulder. And I love the way your legs wrap around mine.
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[Tuesday
12.28.04 8:06pm]
The only truth I know is you. )
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I ain't no damsel in distress. - Ani Difranco [Thursday
12.23.04 4:32pm]
I've really been enjoying my winter vacation.

I like getting up late.
Even though I really dont.
And staying up late.
Even though I really dont.
I guess I just like having the option too.

And I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere. )


Go see [info]warmmyheart 's journal. Click the link. Watch the video. Stop eating meat.
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[Tuesday
12.21.04 12:50pm]
MY WEEKEND! )





I love Sierra. And all my other friends too!
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[Friday
12.17.04 7:33pm]
I know I already updated today...But I have a few pictures that I need to post.

So here thay are:

No matter what, you can't say no to me in my dreams. )</centr>


paint your walls
with his INSIDES
and hang his LIFE
above your bed.
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She sang a throat song chorus of "I love you." [Friday
12.17.04 9:02am]
[ mood | Happy FUCKING Holidays! ]
[ music | She tastes like summer, and smells like romance. ]

Im in History.
I finished my power point. Its fantastic.
You all should really see it. Its about Peace.


Im hungry.
Today is the last day.


Yesterday was good.
Me and Sierra went to the post office.
Sent my very first costomer her purchase. :)
Went to Penara's. HEAVEN.
MMmmmmmmmmm! Bread.
Then went to block buster.
Went to Sierra's and watched a silly movie.
Uptown Girls. Cute.
Then went to my house.
Sierra left about an hour later.
She hung out with her friends.
I listened to music and watched the rest of Thirteen.
Then Sierra came back at 2 in the morning.
Sleeping next to her...it still feels good.

girls got a face like murder. )


Do you remember? Waking up in the middle of the night. Kissing me. Or was it a dream?
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<.rant>COMMENT YOU FUCKING FUCK!<./rant> [Thursday
12.16.04 11:31am]
Im at school and its boreing as hell.

I have one more final and its in the next period.
I dont think I did too good on my english one. I know I did pretty well on the math and history one. Now there is the Marine science one. Blaghkdlha.


There are these two girls.
I see them everywhere.
They see me everywhere too.
I've seen them three times already today.
We stare at eachother. Its weird.
I wanna be their best friend.
They are mad tight yo.
I dont even know them. hah.
This is the first time Ive ever mentioned
anything about them to anyone.
Im lame.

EDIT IN )

One more day! One more day and I get to wake up late and go out late and be on xmas vacation.
Im gonna burst if that doesnt come soon.



Love is loose. It shifts each time you move.
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and i'll pretend that this is real cause this is what I like best. [Wednesday
12.15.04 8:13pm]

Across the kitchen table
I fired several rounds,
But you were still sitting here
When the smoke cleared.


And you were never very kind
And you let me way down everytime
But oh oh oh what can I say?
I adore you.
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Just please don't name this
Please don't explain this
Just blame it all on me
Say i was shameless
Say i couldn't slow it down
Let alone stop it
And say you just hung around
'Cuz you couldn't top it





Study Study Study Study Study.
Im feeling upbeat.
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